This is a fairly long Valentine's Day entry.
You have been warned.
Well, actually, this is more of (another needless) commemoration of what I was up to at this time last year. Yes, that day, when I asked the world "am I in love with a girl named Kizia?" and got yes for an answer, as if it wasn't obvious enough. Nevertheless I shall use cut IDs, because this is too much quoting for your comfort.
12 February 2006
with Katia:
katianaval: but im sure you'd want to be liked by the one you like?
batallones_henrik_19: uhh, i dunno.
batallones_henrik_19: i dont think so?
with Ale:
babyandmuffin: i don't know what to tell you, honestly.
batallones_henrik_19: ok lang yun. kahit ako nga confused kung ano talaga to eh.
babyandmuffin: ito lang.
batallones_henrik_19: uh-huh...
babyandmuffin: cliche nga lang....
babyandmuffin: if you love her, tell her right away.
babyandmuffin: don't let the moment pass you by.
babyandmuffin: pero never expect anything in return.
---
13 February 2006
with Clarence:
clrnce_dude: mahal mo na si kizia?
batallones_henrik_19: apparently wala pa rin akoing sagot dun
batallones_henrik_19: malabo lang post ko. walang sinagot
clrnce_dude: hahahha
clrnce_dude: mukha nga
batallones_henrik_19: hehehe
batallones_henrik_19: pero bala masagot na din. baka oo nga, pero siguro
batallones_henrik_19: dahil hindi lang kami close noon, kaya walang naniniwala
batallones_henrik_19: pero di ba nga? ako lang makakaalam nun
batallones_henrik_19: the fact na pinipilit kong... ahem
batallones_henrik_19: never mind
clrnce_dude: hayy niko kaya mo yan
batallones_henrik_19: (pano pa kaya kami magkakapicture nitong dalawa?)
with Jenn:
jngo13: eh kelan pa yung kay kizia? if u dont mind.
batallones_henrik_19: i dont, really. since day one?
jngo13: kizia first, and then ale? and then back to kizia?
jngo13: <--- confused
batallones_henrik_19: err, much more complicated.
batallones_henrik_19: kizia first. ale then, kizia still. then kizia still.
jngo13: oh. haha.. complicated nga.
---
17 February 2006
Katia's long-promised monologue:
Okay so I'm kinda starting this monologue thing, but unfortunately I forgot what my main thought was about (which was why I told you days ago that I'd send you a monologue in the first place). So anyway I'd try to come up with something to say. Foremost, I'm at work--obviously--and I'm trying to make use of these hours without much calls.
About Kizia, I'm glad you've revealed about her in upperblog. I mean I really am not aware about every detail of each of your posts, but it was you who said that you don't mention her as the 'her' thing, but I guess around Valentine's Day I read about you and Kizia and the way you feel but won't admit. At least you're a step closer to being normal. Joke! *wink
You know how stereotyped we Filipinos are about geeks diba, and since you're admittedly one, I was kinda trying to figure out if there's anything not normal about you. Of course I don't mean physically or whatever. Basta. Hard to explain. Except for what I've already mentioned--that you're really vereeerry expressive of your thoughts--the greatest so far would be that you can't see yourself getting married. I'm like, "Whaaaatt?!"
Except for a feminist classmate that I have who says men are the "demons in a girl's life" and that men are "suffocating," you're the only one who told me that outright. Am I so bad for finding this uncommon? And a bit weird? Well maybe just because I'm the exact opposite kaya I can't really see things the way you see it. (I usually do that kase if someone expresses the opposite of my thoughts, to try knowing what constitutes that thought. Psych major ba itu?!) What's weirder is you actually like (or love?) somebody right now naman so I can't say that you're the male counterpart of man-haters.
I therefore conclude (thesis?!) that there's a deeper reason for that. I don't intend to find out about it, unless of course if you'd voluntary tell me about it... I just want you to be aware of what it is then do something about it. Or if you already know what it's about, then I hope you're interested in doing something about it. If you're not interested, hit the Delete button. Haha.
I'm really fond of writing long emails. But not long posts. :) Unfortunately I can't continue further, I sort of lost my momentum after my seatmate asked something about stocks. Haha. Bye.
---
22 February 2006
with Katia, through email:
Katrina Naval: "Anyway, you can't really blog about something else if she's on your mind. haha. I told you, you're in love with Kizia. Deny? No comment? Hmm.."
me: "As for the second statement: deny. I might wait for the monologue, though. I was thinking about it nights ago, and I thought, maybe, just maybe.."
---
And the rest, they say, is history. Eventually she'd find someone and these things won't mean anything. In fact, I'm wondering why I posted this entire thing, if only to realize that it's been a year since that entry, which Jackie called as one of my best, weirdly.
And if I realize that these very things happen again starting tomorrow, then I'll probably be dead. Simply because, if you've been following me recently, you'll know that what happened in June may be happening again as early as now.
Photo shoots and irritating duets aren't a perfect mix, but we should try that sometimes.
Well, actually, this is more of (another needless) commemoration of what I was up to at this time last year. Yes, that day, when I asked the world "am I in love with a girl named Kizia?" and got yes for an answer, as if it wasn't obvious enough. Nevertheless I shall use cut IDs, because this is too much quoting for your comfort.
12 February 2006
with Katia:
katianaval: but im sure you'd want to be liked by the one you like?
batallones_henrik_19: uhh, i dunno.
batallones_henrik_19: i dont think so?
with Ale:
babyandmuffin: i don't know what to tell you, honestly.
batallones_henrik_19: ok lang yun. kahit ako nga confused kung ano talaga to eh.
babyandmuffin: ito lang.
batallones_henrik_19: uh-huh...
babyandmuffin: cliche nga lang....
babyandmuffin: if you love her, tell her right away.
babyandmuffin: don't let the moment pass you by.
babyandmuffin: pero never expect anything in return.
---
13 February 2006
with Clarence:
clrnce_dude: mahal mo na si kizia?
batallones_henrik_19: apparently wala pa rin akoing sagot dun
batallones_henrik_19: malabo lang post ko. walang sinagot
clrnce_dude: hahahha
clrnce_dude: mukha nga
batallones_henrik_19: hehehe
batallones_henrik_19: pero bala masagot na din. baka oo nga, pero siguro
batallones_henrik_19: dahil hindi lang kami close noon, kaya walang naniniwala
batallones_henrik_19: pero di ba nga? ako lang makakaalam nun
batallones_henrik_19: the fact na pinipilit kong... ahem
batallones_henrik_19: never mind
clrnce_dude: hayy niko kaya mo yan
batallones_henrik_19: (pano pa kaya kami magkakapicture nitong dalawa?)
with Jenn:
jngo13: eh kelan pa yung kay kizia? if u dont mind.
batallones_henrik_19: i dont, really. since day one?
jngo13: kizia first, and then ale? and then back to kizia?
jngo13: <--- confused
batallones_henrik_19: err, much more complicated.
batallones_henrik_19: kizia first. ale then, kizia still. then kizia still.
jngo13: oh. haha.. complicated nga.
---
17 February 2006
Katia's long-promised monologue:
Okay so I'm kinda starting this monologue thing, but unfortunately I forgot what my main thought was about (which was why I told you days ago that I'd send you a monologue in the first place). So anyway I'd try to come up with something to say. Foremost, I'm at work--obviously--and I'm trying to make use of these hours without much calls.
About Kizia, I'm glad you've revealed about her in upperblog. I mean I really am not aware about every detail of each of your posts, but it was you who said that you don't mention her as the 'her' thing, but I guess around Valentine's Day I read about you and Kizia and the way you feel but won't admit. At least you're a step closer to being normal. Joke! *wink
You know how stereotyped we Filipinos are about geeks diba, and since you're admittedly one, I was kinda trying to figure out if there's anything not normal about you. Of course I don't mean physically or whatever. Basta. Hard to explain. Except for what I've already mentioned--that you're really vereeerry expressive of your thoughts--the greatest so far would be that you can't see yourself getting married. I'm like, "Whaaaatt?!"
Except for a feminist classmate that I have who says men are the "demons in a girl's life" and that men are "suffocating," you're the only one who told me that outright. Am I so bad for finding this uncommon? And a bit weird? Well maybe just because I'm the exact opposite kaya I can't really see things the way you see it. (I usually do that kase if someone expresses the opposite of my thoughts, to try knowing what constitutes that thought. Psych major ba itu?!) What's weirder is you actually like (or love?) somebody right now naman so I can't say that you're the male counterpart of man-haters.
I therefore conclude (thesis?!) that there's a deeper reason for that. I don't intend to find out about it, unless of course if you'd voluntary tell me about it... I just want you to be aware of what it is then do something about it. Or if you already know what it's about, then I hope you're interested in doing something about it. If you're not interested, hit the Delete button. Haha.
I'm really fond of writing long emails. But not long posts. :) Unfortunately I can't continue further, I sort of lost my momentum after my seatmate asked something about stocks. Haha. Bye.
---
22 February 2006
with Katia, through email:
Katrina Naval: "Anyway, you can't really blog about something else if she's on your mind. haha. I told you, you're in love with Kizia. Deny? No comment? Hmm.."
me: "As for the second statement: deny. I might wait for the monologue, though. I was thinking about it nights ago, and I thought, maybe, just maybe.."
---
And the rest, they say, is history. Eventually she'd find someone and these things won't mean anything. In fact, I'm wondering why I posted this entire thing, if only to realize that it's been a year since that entry, which Jackie called as one of my best, weirdly.
And if I realize that these very things happen again starting tomorrow, then I'll probably be dead. Simply because, if you've been following me recently, you'll know that what happened in June may be happening again as early as now.
Photo shoots and irritating duets aren't a perfect mix, but we should try that sometimes.