The Secret of Fuyuki by Takaku Shouko
Description from Baka-Updates: Very long and romantic & impressive story: The english teacher of junior high school, a half of japanese and western, Kreib Sekiya visits G.P. at nearby hospital to bring the papers of school. But Kreib falls in love the young new doctor, Fuyuki who is taking charge there during the director's absence. Kreib begins to work at hospital because his school is closed by summer vacation and the nurse suddenly resign because of her pregnant. Then Kreib happens to know Fuyuki has special magical power to get rid of the bad memory from the patients. Kreib is very surprised and criticizes Fuyuki's remedy. But weird power of Fuyuki is his only something to keep living (the raison d'^etre) for Fuyuki who was born in the family of Onmyoudou (Japanese old shaman of "Yin and Yang") but only Fuyuki had no special power when he was a child. Fuyuki argues against Kreib and Kreib should not understand the necessity of Fuyuki's remedy because Kreib does not have severe experience. But Kreib suffered ill-treatment from his mother in his childhood...The story is very persuasive and its theme is deep. Especially the scene that Kreib confesses he loves Fuyuki even if Fuyuki has no special ability is very impressive! The author well combines the youthful agony, "Am I necessary existence for someone? / May I keep living? / What is the reason of my birth?") with popular topics, Onmyoudou very tactfully. Such youthful agony ("Please love me if I have no good point") is one of most important or typical theme of yaoi and the author well expresses it with very beautiful and fantastic art. BTW the design of this book cover is really excellent (especially the miraculous/exquisite color!) Recent many of Outou Shobou's book covers are very wonderful (Takeshobou, too)!! This book does not have so many erotic sex scenes but I'd like to recommend this to the sincere young readers. (by Slash-kun 19/Jan/2002)
Chapter 1a: http://www.sendspace.com/file/nec32h or Yaoiland (turboupload)
Chapter 1b: http://www.sendspace.com/file/6i9pue or Yaoiland (turboupload)
Chapter 2: http://www.sendspace.com/file/6qf0uo or Yaoiland (savefile, turboupload)
Chapter 3: http://www.sendspace.com/file/udgm05 or Yaoiland (sendmefile, zshare)