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im sick of feeling invisible. my summer has sucked so far except for some highs. only two people call me which i love but it doesnt do me any good bc they are in another state. i dont blame people for not calling me. i wouldnt want to call me either. whenever i do hang out with people all i do is sit in the corner and not say anything. im not fun. if i could not hang out with me i would. i dont even want to read lj's anymore bc i get so jealous of reading about how everyones summer is going great and how they are having fun with all the people that i used to have fun with.
when people start to freak out about things in their life and they tell me about them, i try to help them out and give them advice. they claim that ive helped them which makes me feel really good. then i go and read their lj's and they mention everyone that has helped them through their bad day except me. if im not helping you dont say that i am. im fine with that. im fine with just being someone that will listen to you and not give you advice.
im sick of feeling like i have no friends and this is not how i wanted tell people. i just wanted to get it off my chest.
when people start to freak out about things in their life and they tell me about them, i try to help them out and give them advice. they claim that ive helped them which makes me feel really good. then i go and read their lj's and they mention everyone that has helped them through their bad day except me. if im not helping you dont say that i am. im fine with that. im fine with just being someone that will listen to you and not give you advice.
im sick of feeling like i have no friends and this is not how i wanted tell people. i just wanted to get it off my chest.