nothing personal

[wherewemet]

Lately I've been feeling tired, irritable, and stretched pretty thin, so if I'm not as available for hanging out or going out as I may have been, it's nothing personal. I haven't wasted a whole day at home in a long time. The writing I do is rushed out of me on Monday mornings so it can be printed in time for workshops on Monday nights. It's been over a month since I've just sat in Barnes & Noble with a coffee, my sketchbook and a new project. I've made myself physically ill with bouncing here to there and worrying. I threw up this morning six times, and I've to be at work shortly.

I feel drained, as if I can't do anyone else any good because I'm not doing myself any good. This weekend, I don't want to do anything at all.