bad day
Holy shite today was a bad day. It started around 8:30 (give or take, cuz im really out of it) But i was at this girl, Savannah's, apartment with my friend Danieal. We agreed that daneal could listen to her CD first and then i could listen to mine (seriously this is about a cd). She decided she didnt want to listen to hers anymore, so i said that means i could put mine on. She said no and then was like well only if i can pick the songs. I said no cuz i didnt pick the songs on her cd, and i really just want to hear this one song. So she called me a bitch, and i went over to the cd player and went to change the CD's. She lost it and we started wrestling, then out of no where she punches me in the eye. Well then it is on. So Savannah is getting in between us, and we are just going at it. I cant punch around Savannah so i just scratched the fuck out of her. Litterally she had gashes on her chest, shoulder and back. She hit me in the face repeatedly. Once in each eye, and as a result i have 2 black eyes, a swollen cheek from where my glasses hit (and cut) my face. I also have dry patches on my one eye cuz she it me so hard. She then pulled down my pants (i was wearing pj bottoms and no underwear) and tried to push me into the next apartment. But Savannah was behind me and I wouldnt let her force me out. So i reached down to pull up my pants, and while i did that she grabed the hair on the sides of my head and started hit my head on the door frame. Finally Savannah had us sperated and i left. I went to the hospital because my eyes were bugging me, and because i wanted to make sure she didnt give me a concusion.
I also had to go and get my glasses fixed. The were so bent they couldnt sit on my face. While i was there my eye doctor insisted on checking my eyes out, and i let him. That is why i know i have dry spots on the one cuz i was hit so hard and then had been crying.
I finally told my mom what had happened and how upset i was. Um, she had my bro keep a close watch on me this afternoon. Apparently i wasnt waking up. He came in every hour and woke me up and kept me up for 10 mins. But the one time i didnt wake up and it scared him.
I am swollen, cut and bruised, but i am going to be okay. I am extremely angry and unhappy with what happened. I am extremely angry at daneal because we are no longer seven years old, and there was no need for her to throw a punch. I would not have touched her, but i can not just let her punch me in the head. I wasnt even angry, just frustrated that she was being retarded about the CD's, but i would never hit another person in the eyes cuz i couldnt get what i wanted. And that is exactly what she did to me. I am very disappointed that she doesnt know how to act her age, and not touch people, but i am also disappointed in myself cuz i know who she is and what she does. I know that she likes hitting people, and it makes her feel big. I know that i dont like her and just use her when i have no one else to hang around with. So this is mostly my fault. I know i dont like hanging out with her and that her immaturity just frustrates the hell out of me. But i think the actual violence is her fault, because i can not and will not allow someone to punch me in the face, if i feel i have to, i will defend myself. And taht is not a pretty thought. I bite, kick, punch, hit and scratch. Whatever it takes to protect myself. But its my fault because none of this would have happened if i just said no to hanging out with her.
Eh, im tired. So im off to bed. Thanks for reading my rant.
I also had to go and get my glasses fixed. The were so bent they couldnt sit on my face. While i was there my eye doctor insisted on checking my eyes out, and i let him. That is why i know i have dry spots on the one cuz i was hit so hard and then had been crying.
I finally told my mom what had happened and how upset i was. Um, she had my bro keep a close watch on me this afternoon. Apparently i wasnt waking up. He came in every hour and woke me up and kept me up for 10 mins. But the one time i didnt wake up and it scared him.
I am swollen, cut and bruised, but i am going to be okay. I am extremely angry and unhappy with what happened. I am extremely angry at daneal because we are no longer seven years old, and there was no need for her to throw a punch. I would not have touched her, but i can not just let her punch me in the head. I wasnt even angry, just frustrated that she was being retarded about the CD's, but i would never hit another person in the eyes cuz i couldnt get what i wanted. And that is exactly what she did to me. I am very disappointed that she doesnt know how to act her age, and not touch people, but i am also disappointed in myself cuz i know who she is and what she does. I know that she likes hitting people, and it makes her feel big. I know that i dont like her and just use her when i have no one else to hang around with. So this is mostly my fault. I know i dont like hanging out with her and that her immaturity just frustrates the hell out of me. But i think the actual violence is her fault, because i can not and will not allow someone to punch me in the face, if i feel i have to, i will defend myself. And taht is not a pretty thought. I bite, kick, punch, hit and scratch. Whatever it takes to protect myself. But its my fault because none of this would have happened if i just said no to hanging out with her.
Eh, im tired. So im off to bed. Thanks for reading my rant.