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[wheresurorange]

I'm glad to see that this website is still up and running because every now and then i het the urge to stalk people in a different way... I mean the urge to write about my menial existence. I had a bunch of thoughts but they all just left.....

I updated my photo frame today. It now has lots of different pictures for me to cry/no laugh/no loook at and day dream about. It beats watching repeats of TV shows Im bored of. I want to do more outdoorsy stuff. I miss it. I'd actually like to be doing anything. I miss work. Even school work. At least I had stuff to do. Now I just procrastibate over everything. gym, na look for jobs, na shower, na. i dont eat breakfast as much.

I feel like this year is going to be different though. Something is going to change. I just hope its me. stratch that. I just feel it. I am going to see mary this weekend. I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! Excited. (I wish that "so" didn't bump down to the next line. it now has a weird gap that i dont like. > [ angry face!!! ) oh welll.

Im going to stalk people now because I have nothing else to say : )