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step out the front door like a ghost into the fog where no one notices the
contrast of white on white.
and in between the moon and you the angels get a better view of the crumbling
difference between wrong and right.
i walk in the air, between the rain, through myself and back again where? i
don't know
maria says she's dying, through the door i hear her crying why? i don't know
round here we always stand up straight
round here something radiates
maria came from nashville with a suitcase in her hand she said she'd like to
meet a boy who looks like elvis.
she walks along the edge of where the ocean meets the land just like she's
walking on a wire in the circus.
she parks her car outside of my house and takes her clothes off, says she's
close to understanding Jesus.
she knows she's more than just a little misunderstood, she has trouble acting
normal when she's nervous.
round here we're carving out our names
round here we all look the same
round here we talk just like lions, but we sacrifice like lambs
round here she's slipping through my hands
oohhh sleeping children better run like the wind, out of the lightning dream
mama's little baby better get herself in out of the lightning
she says "it's only in my head."
she says "sshhh...i know it's only in my head."
but the girl on the car in the parking lot says: "man, you should try to take a
shot. can't you see my walls are crumblin?"
then she looks up at the building and says she's thinkin of jumping. she says
she's tired of life, she must be tired of something.
round here she's always on my mind
round here (hey man)i got lots of time
round here we're never sent to bed early and nobody makes us wait
round here we stay up very, very, very, very late.
i can't see nothing, nothing round here (oh)
won't you catch me if i'm falling?
won't you catch me if i'm falling?
won't you catch me cuz i'm falling down on you.
see i'm under the gun round here
oh man i said i'm under the gun round here
im in a weird funk. shaun is noticing it. apparently i've been like this all week...too quiet and getting upset for no reason. Joe called the other night and left me a voicemail asking me to call him back. I think he might be on drugs again. Calling him back would be pointless. Everyone I know is getting engaged or already engaged. I need a vacation so bad, somewhere nice and hot and sunny. I'm taking Nelson to get his easter pictures taken tomorrow, lol. I miss him so much. He's still my dog and I can see him whenever I want, but it's different since he's not sleeping with me everynight anymore. I get upset when I think about him...its that unconditional love and he always makes me smile and laugh when i feel like shit. i do this to myself....over analyze and worry about everything to the point it makes me sick. I need to lose weight again. Preferably like 12-13 pounds. UGH, and I need to get back to work. I'm going fucking insane.
contrast of white on white.
and in between the moon and you the angels get a better view of the crumbling
difference between wrong and right.
i walk in the air, between the rain, through myself and back again where? i
don't know
maria says she's dying, through the door i hear her crying why? i don't know
round here we always stand up straight
round here something radiates
maria came from nashville with a suitcase in her hand she said she'd like to
meet a boy who looks like elvis.
she walks along the edge of where the ocean meets the land just like she's
walking on a wire in the circus.
she parks her car outside of my house and takes her clothes off, says she's
close to understanding Jesus.
she knows she's more than just a little misunderstood, she has trouble acting
normal when she's nervous.
round here we're carving out our names
round here we all look the same
round here we talk just like lions, but we sacrifice like lambs
round here she's slipping through my hands
oohhh sleeping children better run like the wind, out of the lightning dream
mama's little baby better get herself in out of the lightning
she says "it's only in my head."
she says "sshhh...i know it's only in my head."
but the girl on the car in the parking lot says: "man, you should try to take a
shot. can't you see my walls are crumblin?"
then she looks up at the building and says she's thinkin of jumping. she says
she's tired of life, she must be tired of something.
round here she's always on my mind
round here (hey man)i got lots of time
round here we're never sent to bed early and nobody makes us wait
round here we stay up very, very, very, very late.
i can't see nothing, nothing round here (oh)
won't you catch me if i'm falling?
won't you catch me if i'm falling?
won't you catch me cuz i'm falling down on you.
see i'm under the gun round here
oh man i said i'm under the gun round here
im in a weird funk. shaun is noticing it. apparently i've been like this all week...too quiet and getting upset for no reason. Joe called the other night and left me a voicemail asking me to call him back. I think he might be on drugs again. Calling him back would be pointless. Everyone I know is getting engaged or already engaged. I need a vacation so bad, somewhere nice and hot and sunny. I'm taking Nelson to get his easter pictures taken tomorrow, lol. I miss him so much. He's still my dog and I can see him whenever I want, but it's different since he's not sleeping with me everynight anymore. I get upset when I think about him...its that unconditional love and he always makes me smile and laugh when i feel like shit. i do this to myself....over analyze and worry about everything to the point it makes me sick. I need to lose weight again. Preferably like 12-13 pounds. UGH, and I need to get back to work. I'm going fucking insane.