Feb 05, 2009 16:12
Life is pretty darn good. I'm moving to Australia in 4 years. There is nothing holding me here. I want to travel and be worldly. I want to open my own daycare center. I am going to write my own book, I'm in the process. I want to breed pugs. I want to have as many children as possible. I want to have my own little salon in my house. I want to decorate the house. I want to be with Shaun the rest of my life. Certain people don't understand our relationship. But I am truly for once happy. We're both nuts but he keeps me sane. He puts up with my bullshit on a daily basis. I love him more every single day and the more time we spend, the more I see my future with this man. I'm 25 now which means I'm not 18. I'm a woman. I'm five years away from turning 30. That's a scary thought. It seems whenever I have a new boyfriend, all the exes start popping out of no where or I get all of this attention. WHY!?! But life is funny like that. He has a gf yet still feels the need to annoy me every couple months and ask me if I broke up or what was happening in my life. This is the same one who asked me for a bday fuck and then proceeded to text me on my actual birthday that I'm a loser, burden and no wonder my birthmom gave me up for adoption. Yeah, really nice...really genuine. I don't know if you're seriously trying to hurt me or what you're doing anymore. He even text me last night asking if I got back together with shaun.
What the hell is it to you??? You had your chance a while back. I prob would tried again for the 100th time...but you are not the same person I fell in love with. You're mean, cold, fucked up, selfish, and u dont know what the fuck u want. You make fun of me and put me down to feel better about yourself. You tell me I jump into relationships ....well you've had about 8 girlfriends since me and fucked how ever many girls u did. You're not a nice person. Yes, I am talking to you. Because you are so immature to even pick up the phone when i call u. I'd rather talk to u on the phone then through stupid text messaging. And when I called you an asshole I was only stating the truth. You became what you hate. You have a lot of nerve to say all of those horrible things u said. I wont let you bring me down. Lose my number, e-mail. There is nothing left for me to say except I feel sorry for you.