today
It sounds a bit harsh but it irks me when I go to the gym and people don't wipe down the equipment. I mean I was going to do these weights but a heavier set woman who was using the seat before me got up and the seat was actually wet with sweat. GROSS. It's bad enough I have to smell you, but even worse when you leave a wet mark on the seat.
Went out for dad's birthday. I feel bad because I didn't even get him anything but he's one of the hardest people to shop for. He's just so basic. He'd be happy with anything. Nelson pretty much is now my dad's dog, he loves that dog more than us, lol. It's crazy I'm going to be 25 in literally 2 seconds. My mind is all over the place. Maybe I do have a bit of A.D.D. I don't know, I'm constantly changing my mind if I wanna do social work or therapy, guidance counselor or go back to hair or even bartending. I don't even have my degree but I'm so scared of failure I never finish what I start. I dunno, I love being around little kids yet I work with adults with autism. I dunno, I dunno!!!
Working 14 hrs tomorrow and Im supposed to go out for shev's birthday. Mom is going to vermont and danielle and tom are going to ac for the weekend. I was invited but I can't afford to go. Mom's trying to talk me into leasing a new car...so I might go to Nissan with dad on the weekend. But my car is finally paid off and it's one less bill I have to worry about every month.
Oh yeah, I weigh 112 now. 10 more pounds to go. Ive been doing really good. It's all mental I tell you...I'm supposed to go to some detox class next week. They claim u lose 9-10 lbs in 9 days....but once u start eating regular u gain it right back and then some, lol. You can never win. At least I'm finally happy again.
Went out for dad's birthday. I feel bad because I didn't even get him anything but he's one of the hardest people to shop for. He's just so basic. He'd be happy with anything. Nelson pretty much is now my dad's dog, he loves that dog more than us, lol. It's crazy I'm going to be 25 in literally 2 seconds. My mind is all over the place. Maybe I do have a bit of A.D.D. I don't know, I'm constantly changing my mind if I wanna do social work or therapy, guidance counselor or go back to hair or even bartending. I don't even have my degree but I'm so scared of failure I never finish what I start. I dunno, I love being around little kids yet I work with adults with autism. I dunno, I dunno!!!
Working 14 hrs tomorrow and Im supposed to go out for shev's birthday. Mom is going to vermont and danielle and tom are going to ac for the weekend. I was invited but I can't afford to go. Mom's trying to talk me into leasing a new car...so I might go to Nissan with dad on the weekend. But my car is finally paid off and it's one less bill I have to worry about every month.
Oh yeah, I weigh 112 now. 10 more pounds to go. Ive been doing really good. It's all mental I tell you...I'm supposed to go to some detox class next week. They claim u lose 9-10 lbs in 9 days....but once u start eating regular u gain it right back and then some, lol. You can never win. At least I'm finally happy again.