Wow. I've never been so inwardly angry in my life.
Grr. Just grrrrrrrrrr.
Why should MY life revolve around someone else's? Why should it? Why do I let it? It's ridiculous. And, when it comes down to it, there are still other people this person values over me, like, a lot. It sucks, and I'm an idiot for letting this happen. I KNEW I was just gonna get hurt over and over, and I still let it happen. That was extremely dumb of me. And in the end, I now that I'm gonna be dropped like a bad habit. I know it.
Today starts the beginning of a new movement in the life of Jolie - Operation: Jesus Pie. It's a secret operation... so no one knows about it except me. And whoever I see fit to tell... so shhh.
Grrrr.. this is so annoying. I can't believe I'm actually doing this.
I feel like I don't know who I am, and I feel like I'm.. just not being me I guess. And I just want everything to go back to how it used to be. I miss it so much. When I used to looks forward to just going home and not seeing anyone. I miss it so much. And I just said that twice. Because I'm going crazy. I pobably am, because it runs in my family. There's only one thing for me to do right now, and it's pathetic, but I'm doing it anyway. I'm gonna go and do that, then I guess... bye my darlings.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LEESY!!
Why should MY life revolve around someone else's? Why should it? Why do I let it? It's ridiculous. And, when it comes down to it, there are still other people this person values over me, like, a lot. It sucks, and I'm an idiot for letting this happen. I KNEW I was just gonna get hurt over and over, and I still let it happen. That was extremely dumb of me. And in the end, I now that I'm gonna be dropped like a bad habit. I know it.
Today starts the beginning of a new movement in the life of Jolie - Operation: Jesus Pie. It's a secret operation... so no one knows about it except me. And whoever I see fit to tell... so shhh.
Grrrr.. this is so annoying. I can't believe I'm actually doing this.
I feel like I don't know who I am, and I feel like I'm.. just not being me I guess. And I just want everything to go back to how it used to be. I miss it so much. When I used to looks forward to just going home and not seeing anyone. I miss it so much. And I just said that twice. Because I'm going crazy. I pobably am, because it runs in my family. There's only one thing for me to do right now, and it's pathetic, but I'm doing it anyway. I'm gonna go and do that, then I guess... bye my darlings.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LEESY!!