It's always the little things...
For me, big problems are ALWAYS ignored, and pushed to the darkest corners of my mind. Then, something so little and insignificant will happen, and everything comes back to me and I feel like I want to die. WHAT THE FUCKING HELL.
Today, I felt (in order):
1. Angry.
2. Not as Angry.
3. Angrier.
4. Not pleased.
5. Annoyed.
6. Not good.
7. Darkly thoughtful
8. Insane.
9. Upset.
10. Very Upset.
11. Thoroughly Upset.
12. Worthless to all of my friends.
That's what the past week has felt like, a mix of those emotions. And everytime I open fucking "Livejournal", it's to bitch and complain about bull shit that I don't even fully explain. Right now, I don't think anything could make me happy, and it's a very very very shitty feeling.
I'm so fucking tired. Good night.
Today, I felt (in order):
1. Angry.
2. Not as Angry.
3. Angrier.
4. Not pleased.
5. Annoyed.
6. Not good.
7. Darkly thoughtful
8. Insane.
9. Upset.
10. Very Upset.
11. Thoroughly Upset.
12. Worthless to all of my friends.
That's what the past week has felt like, a mix of those emotions. And everytime I open fucking "Livejournal", it's to bitch and complain about bull shit that I don't even fully explain. Right now, I don't think anything could make me happy, and it's a very very very shitty feeling.
I'm so fucking tired. Good night.