no one reads my real entries. whatever, youre all gay.

[wheresthefight]

things that rule;
+me being too pussy to steal anything ever
+walking out of the store with stolen object out in the open, in hand.. nobody saying anything [joe's good]
+pumpkins in parks, what?!??!
+bladders being cute.
+almost lighting my house on fire, way to go. thirty year old.
+near death experiences in los angeles with my lovely wife
+my life and everything about it.
+my birthday soon
+paul helping me rebuild my cd collection because hes better than all of you
+miracle chosuke saturday
+kevinnnnnnnnn!!

things that do not rule;
-getting wrong directions from ricky ricardo, asshole
-going to LA --- no success
-interpol not winning
-not being in florida. gaaaaah.
-my migraineeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
-not seeing sylvia in two months
-sarah being in arizona
... +but i get to see her very soon
... (-) if shes not grounded
-missing my texas friends a lot. a lot a lot a lot a lot.

i really hate when people you care for a lot, are sad.. and you can't do anything to help.
except say stupid things like "im sorry." "it will get better."
that isn't what they need to hear, but i wish i had more to offer. i'm sorry i can't help.
i wish more than anything that i could be there to help in any way i could.
whateva whateva