Jul 13, 2009 00:41
I believe in honesty, for better or for worse.
You know when people tell you to step outside the box? Sometimes that hard to do for yourself and be totally honest about what you see. My GQ took a quick overview of what my life looks like from the outside. Thank fucking God he did! I really thought things were getting better, and for all intensive outward appearances, they were. But damn! Here I was spinning around the same damn gutter that got me caught up last time! I whole heartedly believe that this error or lapse in judgment was caught in time! I have some fat to trim up, some decisions to become clear about and some mega self esteem issues that I need to re-assess cause damn! I need to stop being so hard on myself cause its really just causing some fucked up vanity issues lol.
I am so grateful that I have someone who is not afraid to standup to me with brutal honesty and with genuine care! I took myself out of an obviously volatile situation and put myself somewhere where I feel safe and comfortable enough to start working on myself for the better once more, cause goddamnit! I'm fucking worth it!
Power to the people!
I love the piggy, I love it so!