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fuck this......i'm up @ 7 my first day of summer to get the little shits off to school........
so yesterday, indeed, was my last day as a high school student.....its kind of wierd and i don't think it'll actually sink in until the fall when i leave for college...i spent the entire day just observing the people i have grown with for four years, thinking about how after this coming week i may never see them again, and i really was sad...
i feel guilty for not making the most of my high school experience until this year...i was too insecure, too scared, and too often let other people's unwillingness dictate my decisions....but that's not to make me any less culpable...regardless, this past year, and the past four, for that matter, have been absolutely incredible, laden with amazing friendships and experiences, and i wouldn't trade this for the world.....
so yesterday, indeed, was my last day as a high school student.....its kind of wierd and i don't think it'll actually sink in until the fall when i leave for college...i spent the entire day just observing the people i have grown with for four years, thinking about how after this coming week i may never see them again, and i really was sad...
i feel guilty for not making the most of my high school experience until this year...i was too insecure, too scared, and too often let other people's unwillingness dictate my decisions....but that's not to make me any less culpable...regardless, this past year, and the past four, for that matter, have been absolutely incredible, laden with amazing friendships and experiences, and i wouldn't trade this for the world.....