"hot ex"
Mark already has a new gf, good for him. crazy lucky bastard. hope hes insanely happy and ha a million religious children lmao.
What i dont like is my overwhelming fear to tell "hot ex" i like him.
It's something so simple that feels as if ive been asked to jump off a bridge, guessing whether i have a cord on my legs or not. and its nto just the telling him its how to tell him? What words? when?
Emily is here today for a girly night, shes already asleep in another room but she said me and "hot ex" would be so hot / cute together and she wants it to happen too. I wish i knew if "hot ex" thought that way lol. i am goign to force msyelf, next time we are alone and the time is right to tell him, im going to, even if it comes out all stupid and lame and i run and hide in the corner. lol
Any sugguestions for what to say?