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im so bored. and now i do have those little lumps on my lymph nodes from chronic fatigue even though i feel lots better from refusing works cunt-face shifts. i dont know how much longer i can last, i really dont. if i do work the amount i should, i get sicker again but if i dont i dont earn much at all, and its almost just better getting another job now. id really like to hit $4000, or $5000 but thats another 4/5 weeks at least away doing 32 hours a week, which doesnt sound like much, but it is HUGE. and plus now i hate going in to work coz it makes me feel like shit, but when i refuse i get this whole set of guilt bullshit. its like having a needy boyfriend that just wont take no for an answer. grrrr
i really just want my licence, and a cheep car and then ill go work at castlebacon. dont care abotu workign tehre, more money, cnat be worse than coles,and its less strenous physically, i shouda gone there in the first place. id have..a ridiculas amoutn by now :-( i feel like ive been jipped.
anyway im just lieing here in my hoodie and i think ill go back to sleep its too early and ive nothing to do.
i really just want my licence, and a cheep car and then ill go work at castlebacon. dont care abotu workign tehre, more money, cnat be worse than coles,and its less strenous physically, i shouda gone there in the first place. id have..a ridiculas amoutn by now :-( i feel like ive been jipped.
anyway im just lieing here in my hoodie and i think ill go back to sleep its too early and ive nothing to do.