Apr 27, 2007 09:14
He won't date me if i want to date other guys. He told me this before, when i told him that i just wanted to date casually right now. At the time there weren't any other guys that i was interested in then. Now there is another guy so i told him. Now we're done. I don't think i truly expected it to not happen that way, ... but i was hoping that maybe he'd still want to, at the very least, be friends. I can understand why he doesn't want to though. I didn't want him to get hurt, because i care about him, but i can't do something just to make him happy, if it's not going to make me happy too. I am going to miss him, and i hope that we can eventually be friends again. I feel terrible right now. My friends keep telling me i did the right thing ... Emotions are so complicated.
He told me that he gave me everything he could give me. Gave me his best. And he is the best guy i've ever dated. I'm just not ready to stop looking.
I guess there's really nothing i can say or do to make either of us feel better right now.