::rubs eyes, blinks::
so sleepy. I think i'm starting to kill myself again. i really wish i could just take today off to sleep. My boss might even go for it, because i'm sure i don't look all that healthy right now. as sleep deprived as i am.
I got to see my Melanie yesterday, and will probably be seeing her for a couple Mondays in a row for a while. That makes me happy. I need to go visit my Ellie too.
Dancing last night was awesome. There weren't a whole lot of people there, but the people who came were the good ones. I think mine and Chiles unspoken mutual dislike ended last night, or at least was given a way to end. I wanted to end it the week before, but couldn't bring myself to go up to him and be like, "hey, remember that time i was a bitch ... yeah, i'm really sorry about that. I probably should have kept my opinion to myself. So ... you wanna dance?" I don't even know if he remembers that, or if i'm just stupid and crazy, thinking everyone remembers stuff like that, the way i do. Either way he asked me to dance last night, and it was fun. He's fun. Not that i didn't think he was fun during our mutual dislike and not dancingness. I think i realized last night that that only happened because i was jealous anyway. Stupid emotions always getting in the way of things. So enough of that.
Yay, i might be getting a job position change and a raise. Lord knows i need the raise, and hopefully the new position would be more to my liking than what i do now. I would become a Conference Planner in Training. He didn't say how much the raise would be, but anything would help. He also said we would be getting bonuses soon. (for last years conference that went really, really well.) Excitement abounds.
Last night at Mel's, Tracy was telling me that i should join a rugby team. While that would be fun, i don't really have time for that. He was like it's only 8 hours a week. Any of you who know me and my schedule know how impossible that would be. It would be fun though. Silly time.
Should be working ...
I got to see my Melanie yesterday, and will probably be seeing her for a couple Mondays in a row for a while. That makes me happy. I need to go visit my Ellie too.
Dancing last night was awesome. There weren't a whole lot of people there, but the people who came were the good ones. I think mine and Chiles unspoken mutual dislike ended last night, or at least was given a way to end. I wanted to end it the week before, but couldn't bring myself to go up to him and be like, "hey, remember that time i was a bitch ... yeah, i'm really sorry about that. I probably should have kept my opinion to myself. So ... you wanna dance?" I don't even know if he remembers that, or if i'm just stupid and crazy, thinking everyone remembers stuff like that, the way i do. Either way he asked me to dance last night, and it was fun. He's fun. Not that i didn't think he was fun during our mutual dislike and not dancingness. I think i realized last night that that only happened because i was jealous anyway. Stupid emotions always getting in the way of things. So enough of that.
Yay, i might be getting a job position change and a raise. Lord knows i need the raise, and hopefully the new position would be more to my liking than what i do now. I would become a Conference Planner in Training. He didn't say how much the raise would be, but anything would help. He also said we would be getting bonuses soon. (for last years conference that went really, really well.) Excitement abounds.
Last night at Mel's, Tracy was telling me that i should join a rugby team. While that would be fun, i don't really have time for that. He was like it's only 8 hours a week. Any of you who know me and my schedule know how impossible that would be. It would be fun though. Silly time.
Should be working ...