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kyle didn't fucking call me tonight. oh well. I watched tv with my moms. woo hoo, life is so exciting when your Jill. i wore my flannel shirt today. I was very excited cause it keeps me hella warm. I gotta talk to Jonny Boy today. It was real nice to have a good conversation that wasn't all akward like with him. Im kinda stressing cause i feel like since kyle and spencer are pissed at eachother, now sophie and i are supposed to be or something. And now spencer fucking hates me too? Whatever. I went through it with Jon Boy and its all chill now. ANd in the end i always have kyle. FELINA AND I HAD A NICE CONVO TOO! i needed someone to make me feel normal for being such a fabric freak. Good clothing= GOOOOD! no not trendy clothing, just well made with comfortable fabrics. Im really sick, but ive been sick for like 2 months or something and its almost like, second nature. I dunno. Today was mine and kyles 19 month anniversery or something. CRAZY HUH! like....thats a reallllly long time, and yet we still are like best buds and playful and shit. Its nice. I never feel alone. FOOOOOOOOD TOMORROW! i swear to go ive gained like 20 pounds in the past month, i blame it on the being sick cause im always too tired to move.
Anywho, i should go to bed, or atleast go watch tv or something. get my mind off the constant drama that is my pathedic, teenage, self absorbed, over protecting, co-dependent life. Maybe i should watch SLC punk, it always makes me feel good about myself! haha..not because the odvious..THANK GOD IM NOT STILL IN MIDDLE SCHOOL OBSESSING OVER HOW MUCH OF A POSER EVERYONE IS EXEPT BOB, but instead it makes me happy cause it reminds me of a time when me and Al were just loners ,like kyle and i, and we didn't need anyone else.
ramble ramble ramble..
blah blah blah..
jills goes on....and on.....and on....
aren't you bored?
Anywho, i should go to bed, or atleast go watch tv or something. get my mind off the constant drama that is my pathedic, teenage, self absorbed, over protecting, co-dependent life. Maybe i should watch SLC punk, it always makes me feel good about myself! haha..not because the odvious..THANK GOD IM NOT STILL IN MIDDLE SCHOOL OBSESSING OVER HOW MUCH OF A POSER EVERYONE IS EXEPT BOB, but instead it makes me happy cause it reminds me of a time when me and Al were just loners ,like kyle and i, and we didn't need anyone else.
ramble ramble ramble..
blah blah blah..
jills goes on....and on.....and on....
aren't you bored?