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[wheres_the_love]

At this moment...everything is awesome. I took half of my exams so i only have one more day. apparently year books came out and theres an awesome picture of ashley and i. I'm talking to old friends and even friends that ive talked to recently but forgot how awesome they were. I'm remembering things about the past four years and realized that they werent as bad as i thought. I've been complaining and bitching about how awful high school was and forgot that...i have a lot of good memories there. I'm always going to remember football days and getting out on the field! and it was so amazing. and i'm going to remember rehersals and classes and just things that are never going to be able to be recreated. those feelings cant ever happen again...and those were awesome feelings. I dont know where I'm going with this....but I guess school wasnt so bad.

My mom's been working more so i've been home alone a lot. It's so boring....but what's cool is. It makes me think....and it makes me check into reality...it makes me think for myself and it calms me. I went and took my exams and I had to go to a place. it made me have a college feel to it. if i don't take any classes next semester...what's going to keep me on my toes. what's going to keep my brain learning? I actually do like that feelign of knowing exactly what's going to be on an exam and just knowing that your studied and you know it. I know it's a nerdy thing...but whatever.

I think this post was my semi-i'm a retard/trying to be smart/i'm so fucking high............