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Hey everyone,
Not much to update on today....um.....went out for lunch with nan and grandad for mothers day. Didn't eat much...obviously! Had a salad.....mmm....still felt fat and crap though!
I found this poem today....it actually says a lot!
Walking the hallways, for me is rare,
I cannot stand, to see them stare,
To the jokes, the others agree,
Why wont they, just let me be.
My stomach screams, I am starving,
My arms bleed, from the carvings,
I have to eat, but its so much pain,
The poison pumping, through every vein,
My body shakes, my eyes go dark,
At every single sick remark,
In the toilets, I wait for the girls to leave,
Wanting, needing, my relief,
When they're gone, Im finally sick,
My weight on my head, like a tonne of bricks,
Tears in my eyes, I cannot blink,
I should be used to this by now, dont you think?
Anyway, not much else.
Take care everyone. Love you all and hope that you are safe and well.
Lotsalove
Julz xoxo
Not much to update on today....um.....went out for lunch with nan and grandad for mothers day. Didn't eat much...obviously! Had a salad.....mmm....still felt fat and crap though!
I found this poem today....it actually says a lot!
Walking the hallways, for me is rare,
I cannot stand, to see them stare,
To the jokes, the others agree,
Why wont they, just let me be.
My stomach screams, I am starving,
My arms bleed, from the carvings,
I have to eat, but its so much pain,
The poison pumping, through every vein,
My body shakes, my eyes go dark,
At every single sick remark,
In the toilets, I wait for the girls to leave,
Wanting, needing, my relief,
When they're gone, Im finally sick,
My weight on my head, like a tonne of bricks,
Tears in my eyes, I cannot blink,
I should be used to this by now, dont you think?
Anyway, not much else.
Take care everyone. Love you all and hope that you are safe and well.
Lotsalove
Julz xoxo