maybe at the end of the story, i should die

[wheres_my_hero]

i've always had this idea stuck in my head that i was going to die in my mid-twenties in a car accident.
not a dream.
not a preminition.
not someone else's idea, just this random thought that popped into my head and stuck.

and the strange thing is, the older i get, the less i can imagine living past that point in my life.

maybe its a maturity thing, but so often i feel like by the time i reach that age i'll be done here.
i feel like i'm almost done right now.

my point is, i empathise with all of you who've had less than perfect semesters, emotionally, mentally whatever b/c i'm right there with you.