i'm obsessed with this stupid song
so i was reading "You Shall Know Our Velocity" between 10:00 and 11:00 at tenHoor this morning, until I came across this passage that was as though Dave Eggers had reached into my soul and RIPPED out the most fucked up confusing thing about me, and brandished it to the world, managing to explain it in the only way it can be explained, explained it in a way I was only recently able to explain it to myself. and then i thought, goddamn i need a cigarrette.