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[wheremi]

According to my live journal it has been 7 weeks since the last time we broke up. And today I broke up with him again. Yes, again. But this time it's for good. However, even as I type this I pray that he is realizing his wrongs and trudging the block from his house to mine in the pouring rain to tell me that he can't live with out me. But I don't want to be with him the way he is now. I want someone who loves me and is interested in me as a person, and not the moist hole he has made me feel like the past few weeks. He seemed to have time for everyone else and only had time to tell me about it afterwards. He couldn't squeeze me in for anytime longer than it would take him to get off. Sadly, I still love him. And I'm afraid I'll never love again. Part of me never wants to.

Is this the end of the Michael/Karen Saga or will he want me back and will I take him? I honestly don't know.