yes, this is another negative entry.
this is why i don't get involved with girls.
i get self destructive.
i wish i had some weed so bad. i have two .5mg orange footballs and two 1mg blue xannie tabs and a 10mg cyclobenzaprine. i've been saving up pills that people give me. idk why.
anyway, this entry in pointless, i just needed to get a little bit out. i just don't feel like stressing. fuck. i know this situation is my fault in the first place. i don't feel like playing games, so i'm about to just stop trying with this whole situation. god i could just elaborate and go on a rant, but i will refrain. you're obviously doing what you want, so i won't stop you and i'll just get over it.
you might say i'm being dramatic or stupid but i don't give a fuck. i'm trying not to stress.
i get self destructive.
i wish i had some weed so bad. i have two .5mg orange footballs and two 1mg blue xannie tabs and a 10mg cyclobenzaprine. i've been saving up pills that people give me. idk why.
anyway, this entry in pointless, i just needed to get a little bit out. i just don't feel like stressing. fuck. i know this situation is my fault in the first place. i don't feel like playing games, so i'm about to just stop trying with this whole situation. god i could just elaborate and go on a rant, but i will refrain. you're obviously doing what you want, so i won't stop you and i'll just get over it.
you might say i'm being dramatic or stupid but i don't give a fuck. i'm trying not to stress.