one last note
Okay...theatre people are just irritating. Don't get me wrong. I love them to death. But most of them are just back-stabbing, immature, selfish bastards that have made me feel like shit for the past two years. So I'm tired of it. You know, I tried joining in....but I'm just unhappy. Most of them are so immature that it blows my mind. And they are so mean....I'm not surprised they call it the "drama" department.
The outside of theatre friends were fun for a while...then Summer ended and this year started...and the friendships with those people all ended (except Shawn, Ryan, and kinda Adam). And most of the theatre gang just has a lot of growing up to do. (I'm not saying everybody. But...you know...certain people.) In the mean time, I'm totally announcing my independence from theatre. About 5 people from theatre have actually been there for me and cared when it really really really counted. I love the rest of them dearly, but they're a big disappointment to me. So I'm perfectly happy to hang out with them (when they decide I'm worthy enough to be around them) but I really don't need them. I'm very lucky and happy to know them, but me being best buds with them is just not meant to be. Unfortunate but true. These people are too ignorant to notice or care. And I can't keep hoping for things to change. I always hope that people will change and that things will get better...but...it just doesn't happen.
The story of my life, no?
Blech. I need to find my niche. Jen, Jenn, and I are kinda the shaky remains of the old group...I really rarely see Sarah. But yeah, so far the only people that have really stuck with me are Muh, Buh, Liz, and Sarah. Four people out of how many???
bah. I wish people would just grow up and start caring about other people. It's true that ignorance is bliss...but ignorance is also very frustrating and really annoying. GROW UP!
-amanda-