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i'm home. it's cold. and i'm bored to all hell. i have nothing to do, my family is tres annoying, and there's no internet, no cable, and no heat. i'm sleeping in the vacant third floor apartment because there's no room for me in the basement apartment, where my family is now living. i'm sore from shivering so much at night to keep warm because the heat went out.
right now, i'm at Nika's, and i think she kinda wants me to leave, even though she loves me, but it's really cozy here, and this was my home over the summer, and home is boring, so i don't want to leave. i wish i could still live here, because i love Nika and i love this apartment.
tonight, i'm going to see if there are any bikes in my basement and if i can salvage them, because i need some form of transportation, or else i'm going to go crazy.
it feels like everything has changed. it's not unsettling, but it is disorienting. too, too many changes.
i'm no longer a fan of winter. it's cold and everyone is cranky and you can't go anywhere. everyone is always tired and boring. i love summer. i'm definitely going to have to move to a place that doesn't have this harsh a winter.
right now, i want desperately to be back at Vassar (whoah, shocking, bet you'd never guess i'd say that) so i can be in Ferry haus, warm and cozy next to the fireplace, baking cookies and eating yummy vegan foods, wonderful people around all the time and willing to have fun. i miss my friends and i miss my comfy, cozy room and i miss, most of all, HEAT!
so that's it. i'm home and i'm miserable and have nothing to do. i'm going to try to get a job and i'm going to cope. people might come visit me in January, and my sister is definitely coming to visit then, so i have a few things to look forward to.
in the meantime, people should get in touch with me. we'll hang out.
and that's it. back to freezing.
right now, i'm at Nika's, and i think she kinda wants me to leave, even though she loves me, but it's really cozy here, and this was my home over the summer, and home is boring, so i don't want to leave. i wish i could still live here, because i love Nika and i love this apartment.
tonight, i'm going to see if there are any bikes in my basement and if i can salvage them, because i need some form of transportation, or else i'm going to go crazy.
it feels like everything has changed. it's not unsettling, but it is disorienting. too, too many changes.
i'm no longer a fan of winter. it's cold and everyone is cranky and you can't go anywhere. everyone is always tired and boring. i love summer. i'm definitely going to have to move to a place that doesn't have this harsh a winter.
right now, i want desperately to be back at Vassar (whoah, shocking, bet you'd never guess i'd say that) so i can be in Ferry haus, warm and cozy next to the fireplace, baking cookies and eating yummy vegan foods, wonderful people around all the time and willing to have fun. i miss my friends and i miss my comfy, cozy room and i miss, most of all, HEAT!
so that's it. i'm home and i'm miserable and have nothing to do. i'm going to try to get a job and i'm going to cope. people might come visit me in January, and my sister is definitely coming to visit then, so i have a few things to look forward to.
in the meantime, people should get in touch with me. we'll hang out.
and that's it. back to freezing.