Shipgillao...... -TUH!

[where_ismy_mind]

Wow,
I feel really horrible about yesterday,
Alastair I am so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so sorry for not showing up.

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
I love you Alastair!!!!

I didn't get to go to rocky horror either,
my parents decided I needed to babysit,
I didn't get home till four,
but I fell asleep on her couch 11ish,
and when I got home 4ish I was completely awake and couldn't fall back asleep,
so now I'm like passout at any moment mode,
and my stomach is hating me for not getting much or welltimed sleep,
I'm sorry.

Chris got back last night and I'm supposed to hang out with him and two of his random female friends today,
but,
thats going to be really really awkward because I'm still sort of awkward around him,
and with two people I don't know,
and considering last time I saw him I was a good bit awkward
despite Leah being there, who I actually do know,
It just sounds like bad stuff,
Maybe after bailing out on so many people yesterday I might as well fall off the face of the earth completely

I have no idea what to do,
thats what I get for jumping into a relationship with someone I barely know,
I guess I'll suck it up and be uncomfortable,
if it even works out today...

Yes, the sleep/stomach stuff is making me more stressed out and paranoid then usual...
So now I'm just sort of "AUGH EVERYONE HATES ME!
ANGST SUICIDE!
THE GOVERNMENTS TRYING TO KILL ME!!!!!!"

BUT BUT!
Caitlin was there yesterday at school,
and,
she gave me a bracelet to remind me of all the hippy babies we're goping to make when she gets back from Ecuador,

I'm going to try and go calm down,

yes,
I shall go molest,
er,
speak with the oh so wonderful soapy sophie sophAY
ahhahahahaha!
you're horrible,
but it makes me love you more!

<3

- I'm sure Stone's given me some weird nicname in the past few days,
but,
I'm not so capable of thought at this moment
so,
SHIPGILLAO....
-T!
again