I'm imperfect at best
I don't understand how I can end such a wonderful day with this feeling of emptiness. I had such a great time all day. Kirby and I went like, everywhere today, and I had a really good time the entire time. We went downtown, best buy for cd's, forest hill cemetary to go investigating, which was so interesting, played b-ball at Dain's house, then us three watched the village, which wasn't as bad as people say. They left, I took out my contacts, and I started just thinking about myself.
I know I'm a good person, and I have no like, self esteem issues or anything, but I dunno. I just felt really critical about myself. I tend to assume that I always do the right thing, I shouldn't think that. I also have a short temper when it comes to certain things. I have to work on that. I feel really replaceable for some reason. Like if I were to just up and leave, my place in peoples lives would be easily filled by someone else.
That's probably not true, but I just feel that way I guess. Whatever. Sorry for the negativity.
Peace.
I know I'm a good person, and I have no like, self esteem issues or anything, but I dunno. I just felt really critical about myself. I tend to assume that I always do the right thing, I shouldn't think that. I also have a short temper when it comes to certain things. I have to work on that. I feel really replaceable for some reason. Like if I were to just up and leave, my place in peoples lives would be easily filled by someone else.
That's probably not true, but I just feel that way I guess. Whatever. Sorry for the negativity.
Peace.