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Today has been... Odd, but not necessarily bad. The weather was downright awful, that's a given, but otherwise, it's been... I'm not sure how to put it. What I thought was once dead has been trying to resurrect itself, but it's having one hell of a hard time. My music is once again blaring out of my speakers at least. That is some distraction. So is talking to people who have usually been able to make me feel at least somewhat human, instead of like... Instead of how I am used to being treated by some people. I'm expected to be a decent student, a slacker, a goof, a sex obsessed teenager, or a bitch. I've missed being treated human by more than one or two people.
So, anyways, I took a nap today. Lasted a little over two hours. I would have stayed asleep most likely if not for the desperate need for laundry. That and the want for intelligent conversation with someone outside of the usual suspects has been ignited. It's... I'm not sure how to put it, but I've missed it. Is that weird? I'm not so sure anymore. I'm not sure of much of anything anymore for that matter. That could be a good thing though, I suppose.
I guess I am being weirder than usual, so I'll finish this out. To all of you who I speak to, good night, and to those of you who I don't, good evening.
So, anyways, I took a nap today. Lasted a little over two hours. I would have stayed asleep most likely if not for the desperate need for laundry. That and the want for intelligent conversation with someone outside of the usual suspects has been ignited. It's... I'm not sure how to put it, but I've missed it. Is that weird? I'm not so sure anymore. I'm not sure of much of anything anymore for that matter. That could be a good thing though, I suppose.
I guess I am being weirder than usual, so I'll finish this out. To all of you who I speak to, good night, and to those of you who I don't, good evening.