Umpteenth Degree
This is also posted under my other LJ for those of you who have that and are wondering why I double posted. I just edited this one a bit.
Too much stuff has been going on recently. People are getting hurt, while there are others who are trying hard not to hurt people. I feel as though I am caught in the middle almost, being pulled by two opposing forces that are just... I don't know, and it scares me because everyone is stressed over something and I let everyone complain to me about it, and yet aside from fear, I feel so numb...
Scariest thing was, it took someone else to notice that the fact that people were things piling onto me were taking a toll on me. I had tears falling and I'd not noticed. Bunny's been stressed out too much this week, so I didnt want to add to what she was already feeling by making her worry about me. So here I am, doing what I usually do to cheer up, and I'm finding that it isn't working as well as it usually does.
Well, maybe this weekend will make things better. Just some time to relax and try to sort some things out for everyone. Maybe my shoulder will get a little better over the weekend. I don't have to carry that many books on Monday so it should be so bad.
Too much stuff has been going on recently. People are getting hurt, while there are others who are trying hard not to hurt people. I feel as though I am caught in the middle almost, being pulled by two opposing forces that are just... I don't know, and it scares me because everyone is stressed over something and I let everyone complain to me about it, and yet aside from fear, I feel so numb...
Scariest thing was, it took someone else to notice that the fact that people were things piling onto me were taking a toll on me. I had tears falling and I'd not noticed. Bunny's been stressed out too much this week, so I didnt want to add to what she was already feeling by making her worry about me. So here I am, doing what I usually do to cheer up, and I'm finding that it isn't working as well as it usually does.
Well, maybe this weekend will make things better. Just some time to relax and try to sort some things out for everyone. Maybe my shoulder will get a little better over the weekend. I don't have to carry that many books on Monday so it should be so bad.