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i hate you. i officially hate you. everything you've become and to everyone that you didn't care about until i stopped caring about you. i rant and rant and rant in my head about you because you affect me still but i don't want you to. i'm tired of worrying, so i won't. i'm tired of caring, so i won't.
so that's it. nothing is consistant. except that you keep dissapointing me. hurting me. being selfish, stupid and destructive. but it's okay, because you have your friends. your bottles. your boys. your everything else that you didn't need before. stop feeling sorry for yourself. grow up. i think now's the time.
so that's it. nothing is consistant. except that you keep dissapointing me. hurting me. being selfish, stupid and destructive. but it's okay, because you have your friends. your bottles. your boys. your everything else that you didn't need before. stop feeling sorry for yourself. grow up. i think now's the time.