we drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.
the time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,
with the end surely near.
and if i could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go (and never let go)
i'll never let go (i'll never let go)
as we round the corner
to your house
you turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawal of you
for this one night we have spent."
and, i want to speak these words
but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept "someday, somehow"
as the words that we'll hang from.
I think I'm scared to fall in love.
Honestly.
When I run things over in my head I honestly know that what I want is to find a girl to fall in love with, to laugh with, to run with, to hold close, to drive aimlessly with, to watch movies on rainy days with, to know that when I look in her eyes I can be safe.
But whenever that opportunity arrises I back out. What the hell is wrong with me.