as of late . . .
liner notes :
it appears that i will not be getting the j . o . b . - it appears instead that some mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn from the marriot will be getting it . . . oh you know, the one with less experience . . . but he is older than me and he is also a dude . . . what a piece of fucking lousy shit . . . i hate gender bias . . . age bias . . . all bias . . . i cant help it im short and a girl and in addition to that, spry at the young age of 23 . . . what does that mean . . . nothing . . . you shouldnt be able to ask . . . you shouldnt be able to know . . . aint nothin but a number babyyyyyyyyyyyyyy . . . but i guess thats inaccurate - in that its now, not just a number but also the reason why i wont be getting more an hour . . . stoked . . . new employment im looking for you - please dont be too hard to find . . . zappos maybe . . . retail princes again maybe . . . office job . . . cubicle . . . welfare . . . sewers . . . on a lighter note, the weather is getting better . . . you know, weather - my new boyfriend . . . i totally love him . . . haha . . . i like to have cold bony zombie like fingers . . . i also like in the winter (and also fall), when my butt is extremely cold and then is warmed . . . probably one of my fav things ever . . . bright eyes tickets have been solidified . . . pretty exciting . . .i guess ill have to call keeks lawyer this week as my mystery lawyer isnt doing anything . . . babar to cincitrashi today . . . tattooed? . . . maybe . . . dont really know . .. only work until 11 . . . then id like to sleep steadily for like 2 hours . . . very tired . . . got new glasses after my other ones got "broken" . . . broke . . . my room has been rearranged . . . weird . . .i still have conditioner in my hair . . . and i was late to work . . . i guess the upside to all of this is - i wont have to do extra work . . . or stay later anymore . . . itll be a nice midground until i can find a new job . . . not too upset . . . it happens . . . havent really seen babar all week . . . weird bum out . . . i need to cut my fingernails and my hair . . . both of which, i think ill do today . . . my fucking toothache is back in full force and im convinced theres an abcessed tumor in my jaw . . . it hurts . . . and if i thought i could extract my own tooth without getting some sort of gangreen then i would . . . ouch . . . ive had a marginal month . . . and im none too excited about it . . . fall makes eveything better . . . the goodness will be back soon . . . it comes in with the cold . . .
please note : everyone, please dont do or say anything to make meany more sad - im feeling rather fragile these days and i just dont feel like breaking . . .
over and out of about 4.5 extra an hour . . . thank YOU seelbach hilton . . .
it appears that i will not be getting the j . o . b . - it appears instead that some mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn from the marriot will be getting it . . . oh you know, the one with less experience . . . but he is older than me and he is also a dude . . . what a piece of fucking lousy shit . . . i hate gender bias . . . age bias . . . all bias . . . i cant help it im short and a girl and in addition to that, spry at the young age of 23 . . . what does that mean . . . nothing . . . you shouldnt be able to ask . . . you shouldnt be able to know . . . aint nothin but a number babyyyyyyyyyyyyyy . . . but i guess thats inaccurate - in that its now, not just a number but also the reason why i wont be getting more an hour . . . stoked . . . new employment im looking for you - please dont be too hard to find . . . zappos maybe . . . retail princes again maybe . . . office job . . . cubicle . . . welfare . . . sewers . . . on a lighter note, the weather is getting better . . . you know, weather - my new boyfriend . . . i totally love him . . . haha . . . i like to have cold bony zombie like fingers . . . i also like in the winter (and also fall), when my butt is extremely cold and then is warmed . . . probably one of my fav things ever . . . bright eyes tickets have been solidified . . . pretty exciting . . .i guess ill have to call keeks lawyer this week as my mystery lawyer isnt doing anything . . . babar to cincitrashi today . . . tattooed? . . . maybe . . . dont really know . .. only work until 11 . . . then id like to sleep steadily for like 2 hours . . . very tired . . . got new glasses after my other ones got "broken" . . . broke . . . my room has been rearranged . . . weird . . .i still have conditioner in my hair . . . and i was late to work . . . i guess the upside to all of this is - i wont have to do extra work . . . or stay later anymore . . . itll be a nice midground until i can find a new job . . . not too upset . . . it happens . . . havent really seen babar all week . . . weird bum out . . . i need to cut my fingernails and my hair . . . both of which, i think ill do today . . . my fucking toothache is back in full force and im convinced theres an abcessed tumor in my jaw . . . it hurts . . . and if i thought i could extract my own tooth without getting some sort of gangreen then i would . . . ouch . . . ive had a marginal month . . . and im none too excited about it . . . fall makes eveything better . . . the goodness will be back soon . . . it comes in with the cold . . .
please note : everyone, please dont do or say anything to make meany more sad - im feeling rather fragile these days and i just dont feel like breaking . . .
over and out of about 4.5 extra an hour . . . thank YOU seelbach hilton . . .