interessssssssssssssssssting . . .
i didnt really enrich my day by doing anything good since i was at work earlier . . . it appears the big man that was coming here to observe us is no longer coming but its nice to have things in order . . . i just saw some awesome pictures of little girl joon . . . i also just read something bizarre . . . to which i replied something funny but not to the bizarre statement instead to the person i was relaying it to . . . i laughed about it for a minute and then relayed to everyone else im going to start telling people im going to cut them . . . i lack a little craziness in my life that i once had . . now im not saying i want it all back - im just saying id like a little bit of ridiculousness that i lost somewhere along the way . . .
and they say this is what i shhhhhhhhhhhhhhouldve said - so when this whole thing started it didnt matter and then long after that it still didnt matter . . . but then at some point and i dont know when and where but the lines blurred and there mightve been some feelings involved . . . and i mightve been a little sad and i mightve been a little disappointed . . . but thats the story . . . and i dont really know what to do about it and more importantly i dont know how it happened . . . but there it is . . . . now . . . end story . . . thats not the nature of the way i operate . . . more importantly - in my mind, thats a breech of godamn contract . . . and ive hated it every time its happened to me and i will not reciprocate on that sort of behavior to anyone . . .
fact is . . . im too old to go round and round like this . . . contract stays . . . im fine where im at . . . even though im the only one who thinks that . . . but then again - few people matter more than me to me . . . so its okay . . .
over and out . . . and if you dont like it - i will cut you . . . - i love it already . . .
. . . "love is just a miserable lie" . . .
and they say this is what i shhhhhhhhhhhhhhouldve said - so when this whole thing started it didnt matter and then long after that it still didnt matter . . . but then at some point and i dont know when and where but the lines blurred and there mightve been some feelings involved . . . and i mightve been a little sad and i mightve been a little disappointed . . . but thats the story . . . and i dont really know what to do about it and more importantly i dont know how it happened . . . but there it is . . . . now . . . end story . . . thats not the nature of the way i operate . . . more importantly - in my mind, thats a breech of godamn contract . . . and ive hated it every time its happened to me and i will not reciprocate on that sort of behavior to anyone . . .
fact is . . . im too old to go round and round like this . . . contract stays . . . im fine where im at . . . even though im the only one who thinks that . . . but then again - few people matter more than me to me . . . so its okay . . .
over and out . . . and if you dont like it - i will cut you . . . - i love it already . . .
. . . "love is just a miserable lie" . . .