kickin booty . . .
. . . "
people say that im insane
a victim of society just in pain
societys rules have made me cruel
im just the opposite aint no fool
the way i act or way i dress
doesnt make me strong or make me best
soon theyll find my reasons why
im open minded and not blind
but why am i going insane
why am I the one to blame
open your eyes dont tell me lies
ill be the one to live and rise
ill think for myself and im sure to find
that societys rules wont change my mind
. . . "
yeahhhhhhhhhhhhh . . . check me out . . . hahahaha . . . ran some fruitless errands . . . was ridiculous . . . had a good time with the cook family . . . was glad to hang out with andrea finally . . . didnt accomplish what i needed to . . . did return the ill fated changing table i never got . . . purchased work out pants ie fat people pants and a nursing camisole . . . having irregular contractions (not to worry) . . . will hold out til tuesday . . . lots of pressure on the eugene front . . . fuck you yeah you for reading my gurnal . . . mailed my check form work . . . bah! . . . talked to win and dylan for a while . . . wish marc wouldve been working . . . forgot to leave him a note . . . oh well . . . got 2 magazines . . . yay . . . am hungry . . . am intrigued by the vintage burlesque i hear they play at the red lounges dirty soul party on thursdays . . . had a bizarre encounter at the topic . . . good to see bry bry . . . reminder of why i dont see other people . . . got awesome present from andrea and one day ill remember to bring her hers . . . or maybe ill keep hers since jude is bigger and will need larger size . . . more than likely . . . ill fated memory lapse on my part . . . must do . . . mucus plug mostly dislodged . . . gross i know . . . it happens . . . hahaha . . . debating on a friendship altering statement . . . i dont know . . . ill see . . . want to go to portland in april with mom . . . would be fun . . . must work as soon as possible . . . starbucks here i come . . . would like to see my friends . . . tomorrow i have to run errands . . . remind self to call daniele . . . target walmart call grammommy ie camera and purchase place of hangy thing clean car barne and noble dinner? movies back lotr again? go home hopefully not have baby til tues and rest rest rest . . . price storage cubicles . . . yessssssss . . . tireed also . . . may not sleep in new itchy kind of nursing camisole . . . like it that it has boob holes . . . sort of funny . . . off to read the new vanity fair with vig in it . . . i hope sami and mew are having good times in europe . . . i will go there one day . . . mainly to ride in a gondola . . . mainly . . . cable this week . . . food fucking network here i come . . . yeahhhhhhhhhhh . . . hey molto mario check me outttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt . . . hahahah . . . im sleepy again . . . lets hope the contractions remain irregular . . . over and out . . .
. . . "eugeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeene" . . .
people say that im insane
a victim of society just in pain
societys rules have made me cruel
im just the opposite aint no fool
the way i act or way i dress
doesnt make me strong or make me best
soon theyll find my reasons why
im open minded and not blind
but why am i going insane
why am I the one to blame
open your eyes dont tell me lies
ill be the one to live and rise
ill think for myself and im sure to find
that societys rules wont change my mind
. . . "
yeahhhhhhhhhhhhh . . . check me out . . . hahahaha . . . ran some fruitless errands . . . was ridiculous . . . had a good time with the cook family . . . was glad to hang out with andrea finally . . . didnt accomplish what i needed to . . . did return the ill fated changing table i never got . . . purchased work out pants ie fat people pants and a nursing camisole . . . having irregular contractions (not to worry) . . . will hold out til tuesday . . . lots of pressure on the eugene front . . . fuck you yeah you for reading my gurnal . . . mailed my check form work . . . bah! . . . talked to win and dylan for a while . . . wish marc wouldve been working . . . forgot to leave him a note . . . oh well . . . got 2 magazines . . . yay . . . am hungry . . . am intrigued by the vintage burlesque i hear they play at the red lounges dirty soul party on thursdays . . . had a bizarre encounter at the topic . . . good to see bry bry . . . reminder of why i dont see other people . . . got awesome present from andrea and one day ill remember to bring her hers . . . or maybe ill keep hers since jude is bigger and will need larger size . . . more than likely . . . ill fated memory lapse on my part . . . must do . . . mucus plug mostly dislodged . . . gross i know . . . it happens . . . hahaha . . . debating on a friendship altering statement . . . i dont know . . . ill see . . . want to go to portland in april with mom . . . would be fun . . . must work as soon as possible . . . starbucks here i come . . . would like to see my friends . . . tomorrow i have to run errands . . . remind self to call daniele . . . target walmart call grammommy ie camera and purchase place of hangy thing clean car barne and noble dinner? movies back lotr again? go home hopefully not have baby til tues and rest rest rest . . . price storage cubicles . . . yessssssss . . . tireed also . . . may not sleep in new itchy kind of nursing camisole . . . like it that it has boob holes . . . sort of funny . . . off to read the new vanity fair with vig in it . . . i hope sami and mew are having good times in europe . . . i will go there one day . . . mainly to ride in a gondola . . . mainly . . . cable this week . . . food fucking network here i come . . . yeahhhhhhhhhhh . . . hey molto mario check me outttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt . . . hahahah . . . im sleepy again . . . lets hope the contractions remain irregular . . . over and out . . .
. . . "eugeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeene" . . .