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i'm in the library, supposed to be doing my science project but, i don't feel like doing it right now. they have these cool chairs but, we can't push around in them because, the librarian who has fat rolls on her elbows doesn't like it. thank buddha it's friday and the weekends here. schools been boring and tiring.
this weekend i'm hopefully going to hang out with melanie. haven't seen her in like three months, so it'll be great to see her. i saw kenzee the other day, after four years. gauging my lip isn't the best idea i had. it's a hassle, i wanna take it out but, i don't want to at the same time. enoc told me a way how to get free food. we'll try it the next time we hang out with sylvia again. which is soon i think. been writing poetry again, figured out that i really like drawing and stuff.
brittany's mad at me for calling her a two faced bitch and a fatty fatso? or maybe i should have called her a chub a lob. which is true but, after hearing her tell me that she's fat over and over it gets annoying so you might as well agree. i'm not really mad she's not my friend anymore. less drama in a way.
being single sucks right now. really want someone to spend time with. i don't really like having old guys over 20 trying to do shit. falling to fast for people sucks. friends are alright for now, i'm a hopeless romantic and i'm becoming more aware of it.
-steven