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i dont have much to talk about, i acutally dont know why im writing in this. because i really have nothing to talk about or nothing interesting. alot of things have been bothering me to no end. alot of situations with things...tonight at work was really funny and random. this little man from this company kept hitting on my boss. just like blatinaly staring at her ass. and i got really pissed off, and was about 5 seconds away from punching him in the eye. then i thought to my self about the extremely skecty things i have done in my life. so punching him was out of the question. i should have punched myself. something that has to change and has changed is my skectyness towards woman. i looked at this small man with disgust, but i was really looking at myself. so instead of saying anything to this guy about his actions, i didnt do anything. because that would make me a hypocrite. i really do need to apologize for my actions a many weeks ago, but it probably help me to redeem myself. but fuck it, i tried.