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im tired of be not happy. i used to be happy and high spirited all the time, but now im just empty. i dont my journal to turn into some journal of mass melodrama. with me complaining all the time, about me not being happy.
i recentlly got pissed off because my mom wont let me go to hellfest. i had free 3 days passes, and i can use them...on top of that, im in my house with nothing to do. bored, lonely, not happy.
this summer is already turing into last years one. in about two weeks, im gonna get insomnia again. i have a feeling. im already not getting any sleep as it is.
i just want to be happy, im sick of being sad all the time. and whenever i try to be happy, it never works.
i suck
i need to vanish
i recentlly got pissed off because my mom wont let me go to hellfest. i had free 3 days passes, and i can use them...on top of that, im in my house with nothing to do. bored, lonely, not happy.
this summer is already turing into last years one. in about two weeks, im gonna get insomnia again. i have a feeling. im already not getting any sleep as it is.
i just want to be happy, im sick of being sad all the time. and whenever i try to be happy, it never works.
i suck
i need to vanish