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i think im on my way to being content again.
i think...
it comes and goes i guess.
my job is great.
school is good.
emma is amazing.
me and jeremy are decent enough for now...
could be better, but not as bad as its been before.
im trying to be more of a "mom".
i dont mean that in the taking care of emma way, because i do that.
but i mean like cooking and cleaning and even baking goodies.
totally not me.
ever.
before like 2 weeks ago, i think the extent of the oven usage was cooking a frozen pizza.
that is sad.
ive been cooking meals almost every night now which is something that im pretty proud of seeign as how ive said i cant cook worth shit.
i can cook.
its still probably only worth shit.
but i can do it.
im currently eating a chocolate chip cookie i made from scratch, thank you very much.
none of that pre made dough for me... no sir.
anyway im blabbering.
nothing important.
nothing to say when things are good.
oh p.s.- there was a suspected murder suicide in the house right behind me. i guess whoever killed the other set the house on fire before they killed themselves. interesting stuff.
i think...
it comes and goes i guess.
my job is great.
school is good.
emma is amazing.
me and jeremy are decent enough for now...
could be better, but not as bad as its been before.
im trying to be more of a "mom".
i dont mean that in the taking care of emma way, because i do that.
but i mean like cooking and cleaning and even baking goodies.
totally not me.
ever.
before like 2 weeks ago, i think the extent of the oven usage was cooking a frozen pizza.
that is sad.
ive been cooking meals almost every night now which is something that im pretty proud of seeign as how ive said i cant cook worth shit.
i can cook.
its still probably only worth shit.
but i can do it.
im currently eating a chocolate chip cookie i made from scratch, thank you very much.
none of that pre made dough for me... no sir.
anyway im blabbering.
nothing important.
nothing to say when things are good.
oh p.s.- there was a suspected murder suicide in the house right behind me. i guess whoever killed the other set the house on fire before they killed themselves. interesting stuff.