Nov 11, 2006 01:24
I have a sick feeling in my stomach. Everythings making me mad. I had to close by myself. Why won't you answer your phone, I've called you once and texted you a thousand times. I'm being annoying and desperate but I dont really care. I'd rather wait all night to talk for a minute then go to bed with this feeling. I just have this strange feeling. Like I don't even know you anymore. I feel like an outsider, a bystander on your life. Not your girlfriend. Nights when your with your friends, and you dont answer for an hour. I'm trying to be very patient. Maybe I'll go for a drive, cause god forbid I stay in my room any longer. Theres too much doom and disapointment leering in here now.