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well i couldnt take it anymore
i had to get out of bed
i havent left it except to throw up since yesterday
no1 has been home all day
all i want is human contact
i realized ill never be able to live alone
it just wont happen for me
i cant imagine being like this everyday
its so quiet and soo lonley and all you want to do is talk to some1 and you end up calling every1 you know
but of course noones home
and then you end up waiting for the phone to ring
lol its just dissapointing when it doesnt
but hey brittany did drop me off a puzzle
a godly puzzle
tommarow will be even quietter ...thats deffinetly not how you spell it
but ya every1 will be off at my great aunts funeral
the one i cant attend cuz i am sick
same for thursday
you really dont realize how much you take for granted until you have nothing and no1 to talk to
its sorta creepy like all i want to do is like run in circles
its really that simple
and to top it all off thursday is toasted cheese day
god damn
sometimes you just end up wishing things were different
or that ppl responded differently to certain cituations
or i guess that maybe its just you expect ppl to respond one way and they dont
but theres no use in complaing bout all that
things are how they are
well scratch all that no use in complaining
oh ya
HAPPY 6MONTHS to chelsea and dave
chelsea you have no idea how happy i am for you
im so glad to see you so happy
its the happiest ive ever seen you in all my years of knowing you
its what ive always wanted you to be
it means soo much to me
i love it
and oh ya ellen you'll prolly be bored looking around on the computer to seeing as though ur sick and all to and i really really hope you feel better
and well since we'll both be bored we should practice our expressions
i really want to get my surprised look down
and the sexy one
oh and of course the sad/frustrated look lol
alright i must go back to bed now or well my cage lol
my parents are returning they will flip out
i had to get out of bed
i havent left it except to throw up since yesterday
no1 has been home all day
all i want is human contact
i realized ill never be able to live alone
it just wont happen for me
i cant imagine being like this everyday
its so quiet and soo lonley and all you want to do is talk to some1 and you end up calling every1 you know
but of course noones home
and then you end up waiting for the phone to ring
lol its just dissapointing when it doesnt
but hey brittany did drop me off a puzzle
a godly puzzle
tommarow will be even quietter ...thats deffinetly not how you spell it
but ya every1 will be off at my great aunts funeral
the one i cant attend cuz i am sick
same for thursday
you really dont realize how much you take for granted until you have nothing and no1 to talk to
its sorta creepy like all i want to do is like run in circles
its really that simple
and to top it all off thursday is toasted cheese day
god damn
sometimes you just end up wishing things were different
or that ppl responded differently to certain cituations
or i guess that maybe its just you expect ppl to respond one way and they dont
but theres no use in complaing bout all that
things are how they are
well scratch all that no use in complaining
oh ya
HAPPY 6MONTHS to chelsea and dave
chelsea you have no idea how happy i am for you
im so glad to see you so happy
its the happiest ive ever seen you in all my years of knowing you
its what ive always wanted you to be
it means soo much to me
i love it
and oh ya ellen you'll prolly be bored looking around on the computer to seeing as though ur sick and all to and i really really hope you feel better
and well since we'll both be bored we should practice our expressions
i really want to get my surprised look down
and the sexy one
oh and of course the sad/frustrated look lol
alright i must go back to bed now or well my cage lol
my parents are returning they will flip out