what do you want from me?

[whenourlipsmeet]

I just don't know what to do... I don't know what you want, and the worst part is I don't know what I want anymore either. I thought I had everything figured out ya know? but no that's just not how it works anymore. I know nothing.
I think I've become a person that I don't like... I always feel angry or feel like hating, and that's just not a me thing. I think I am in defensive mode to stop myself from getting hurt... but in the end I hurt anyways and other people too. I have to fix things before it's too late.

if anyone has a word of advice, it is greatly appreciated.

"the better part of me is stolen whenever you go..."