I don't post on this thing anymore
and no one will read this that cares anyways but I broke up with my girlfriend of 6 years on Saturday night/Sunday morning. It blows. We've spent 6 years together and I had figured to spend the rest of my life with her. My life feels so empty and I'm certain she doesn't even care that we're split. She's wanted this for a while and I've never wanted this but when someone stops caring how can you stay with them? I've been trying to keep the relationship together for a while now but I couldn't do it alone. She refuses to make sacrifices and she's never once put me above herself. Maybe that seems like I'm asking for too much but I've done it for her time and again. If she's got another guy lined up I feel sorry for him. It would be different if my breaking up with her mattered but if she can just move on then she can't learn what it is that makes a relationship go, she has no reason to change.
I'm heart broken. I've lost my best friends, my girlfriend and my dog in one shot. I can't try to reconcile this, it has to come from her. She has to be willing to change, she has to miss me enough to want to do that.I doubt that's going to happen though. I'm not very missable. But I have to stay strong.
I'm heart broken. I've lost my best friends, my girlfriend and my dog in one shot. I can't try to reconcile this, it has to come from her. She has to be willing to change, she has to miss me enough to want to do that.I doubt that's going to happen though. I'm not very missable. But I have to stay strong.