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okay so from thursday-today more stuff has happened to me in that few of days than has probably happened umm i donno ever.
i already updated about the other shit but i let my emotions get the best of me. i take it back, all guys arent liars. i do think that first impressions mean nothing because everyone seems cool when you first meet them. i think its second impressions that are best...or the moments after the first meeting. something to that effect.
yes, people are shady. i wish people could just tell it like it is, express their feelings..have feelings, know what they want, know how to get it , be able to tell a person they dont like them or at least not lead them to believe otherwise and most of all CALL WHEN THEY SAY THEY WILL.
but its okay. i learned some things. i know how to tell when someone is gonna be shady, or at least a little better than before. i also learned not to care. if they want to talk to me then they want to talk to me and thats that. you cant make someone wanna do something they dont.
anyway. so basically im going to meet people who are not shady
today me and erin drove around looking for places who are hiring so she can get a job. we wound up at the mall and i bought a cute shirt at abercrombie but besides that , i saw nick and dean. i missed them so much! we made plans to go out after they got off work. i love seeing old friends i donno. but anyway so we met these 2 guys at the mall which i dont think ive ever done before. they were nice guys. honest and down to earth the way guys should be. and older. another plus. erins new rule is no guys under 20 and i think i will follow that rule. but anyway we went to applebees with them and i think im hanging out with one of them tomorrow..matt. but well see. new friends are good things. then me and erin met up with dean and nick and went to fridays. 2 food places in a row aaah but yeah we reminisced or however u spell it.
i wish that the weather would start warming up.
as for school...i have a history book to read that i havent even bought yet ,and a 6 page paper on that to write... i need to do research on a moral issue and write a 5 pager on that and i still have a 10 page article to read and write a research assignment on..thats due right when i get back..but the others are due in a few weeks. i need to get moving and not be lazy.
aaaaaah so all in all things are okay now. hopefully they will get better but im fine with where i am right now
i already updated about the other shit but i let my emotions get the best of me. i take it back, all guys arent liars. i do think that first impressions mean nothing because everyone seems cool when you first meet them. i think its second impressions that are best...or the moments after the first meeting. something to that effect.
yes, people are shady. i wish people could just tell it like it is, express their feelings..have feelings, know what they want, know how to get it , be able to tell a person they dont like them or at least not lead them to believe otherwise and most of all CALL WHEN THEY SAY THEY WILL.
but its okay. i learned some things. i know how to tell when someone is gonna be shady, or at least a little better than before. i also learned not to care. if they want to talk to me then they want to talk to me and thats that. you cant make someone wanna do something they dont.
anyway. so basically im going to meet people who are not shady
today me and erin drove around looking for places who are hiring so she can get a job. we wound up at the mall and i bought a cute shirt at abercrombie but besides that , i saw nick and dean. i missed them so much! we made plans to go out after they got off work. i love seeing old friends i donno. but anyway so we met these 2 guys at the mall which i dont think ive ever done before. they were nice guys. honest and down to earth the way guys should be. and older. another plus. erins new rule is no guys under 20 and i think i will follow that rule. but anyway we went to applebees with them and i think im hanging out with one of them tomorrow..matt. but well see. new friends are good things. then me and erin met up with dean and nick and went to fridays. 2 food places in a row aaah but yeah we reminisced or however u spell it.
i wish that the weather would start warming up.
as for school...i have a history book to read that i havent even bought yet ,and a 6 page paper on that to write... i need to do research on a moral issue and write a 5 pager on that and i still have a 10 page article to read and write a research assignment on..thats due right when i get back..but the others are due in a few weeks. i need to get moving and not be lazy.
aaaaaah so all in all things are okay now. hopefully they will get better but im fine with where i am right now