arrrrg!
so far this weekend has been by far the most interesting/random weekend ive had in who knows how long.
thursday was so many things all in one. i cant even describe it. i think every emotion thats been locked up inside of me came out. a little bit of pain, anger, stupidity, ignorance, sadness, and out of all that came a serious realization. I seriously need to meet some people to restore my faith in guys and even people in general. Because the way its going right now, its like the opposite sex are toys and your like a little kid. You play with it until you get tired of it and then a prettier toy comes about. I at first was extremely hurt by the situation that i will not mention here but i guess like i said it made me realize alot and it helped i think to get out alot of feelings that needed to come out.
Friday- i went to work and met up with Erin after and we decided to head to Island 16 to see Craig. After finally deciding to go inside the food thingy we went in and met him and we made plans to hang out when he got off work at 1230. After we left there we headed to borders because i desperately need a history book but it wound up all the ones on his list were out of print or 1400 pages. so now i need to email him to see what i can do about that. Then we went to target and bought candy cuz were fat like that. Thennn we went to my house, sat online for a little, decided to head to the PIRATE HOUSE ARRRGGGGG. After that we hung out at my house until Craig got off work. He wound up bringing a friend who was totally cute :) and we all hung out for a while, they decided not to go to their party and we decided to have a sleepover :) Half of us were on the bottom futon , half on the top part of my bed-it was so fun. There cool guys. Having fun definitly makes me feel better about people but its too soon to know for sure. there not shady which is good but besides that it was definitly good times and it made me feel alot better about a certain situation.
All i have to say is
ARRRGGGG PIRATES
thursday was so many things all in one. i cant even describe it. i think every emotion thats been locked up inside of me came out. a little bit of pain, anger, stupidity, ignorance, sadness, and out of all that came a serious realization. I seriously need to meet some people to restore my faith in guys and even people in general. Because the way its going right now, its like the opposite sex are toys and your like a little kid. You play with it until you get tired of it and then a prettier toy comes about. I at first was extremely hurt by the situation that i will not mention here but i guess like i said it made me realize alot and it helped i think to get out alot of feelings that needed to come out.
Friday- i went to work and met up with Erin after and we decided to head to Island 16 to see Craig. After finally deciding to go inside the food thingy we went in and met him and we made plans to hang out when he got off work at 1230. After we left there we headed to borders because i desperately need a history book but it wound up all the ones on his list were out of print or 1400 pages. so now i need to email him to see what i can do about that. Then we went to target and bought candy cuz were fat like that. Thennn we went to my house, sat online for a little, decided to head to the PIRATE HOUSE ARRRGGGGG. After that we hung out at my house until Craig got off work. He wound up bringing a friend who was totally cute :) and we all hung out for a while, they decided not to go to their party and we decided to have a sleepover :) Half of us were on the bottom futon , half on the top part of my bed-it was so fun. There cool guys. Having fun definitly makes me feel better about people but its too soon to know for sure. there not shady which is good but besides that it was definitly good times and it made me feel alot better about a certain situation.
All i have to say is
ARRRGGGG PIRATES