May 06, 2003 22:36
why do things have to be like this? the only person who has ever showed me love, cared for me and treated me the way a girl only dreams of being treated and i have to go and feel like this. hopefully things will get better when i go home and i can have my own life, i think its because im not used to things being like my life is one person. i love him but i need friends , i need to balance myself out. but im glad i have colin to talk to because hes really helping me sort out my feelings, so thanks colin your the best :) so anyway its finals time, we all know who that is. and jeez ive been on this live journal thing for not even 24 hours and already theres a shit talker. get over yourself, and if anyone wants to say anything about me, at least say it in my own journal and not other peoples, even if you have no reason to say stuff dont be retarted and get other people involved. anyway- thats enough for tonite.