Jul 08, 2005 22:44
I have had the worst luck since I graduated high school, or perhaps I've just lost brain cells. I mess up so much. I cause my parents way more work than I am worth, and I'm making about zero progress any way its looked at.
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Today you know what I did? Ruined my dad's clutch, I don't know how it was managed but it happened...he's going to fix it but still 200 bucks gone....and MORE work for him....I am such a headache...
Last January..I wrecked my mom's car..oh yeah..banged up the side because I'm an ass...
Before that I withdrew from school because I was in core classes of a major I didn't want to do... we lost 1,000 dollars on that...
Just recently I changed schools again...lets pray that works out...I'll graduate March 09 2007 if it does, with an associate degree in Business Administration.
My long term goal is to use that degree to get in to an occupation that will reimburse me for more schooling! THEN....I will one day finally pay my parents back all the money I owe...oh yeah..I forgot to mention my mom paid for my new windshield and my dad previously put a new transmission in my car...anyways, get my parents taken care of and get things straightened out....
I hope it happens soon...so far they probably wish I was never born.. lol.
OH PLEASE FORGIVE ME...I know I'll pull it together and come through one of these days...
~*~*~ I SWEAR IT...~*~*~