Jun 12, 2004 15:01
when you were gone
i couldnt sleep. AT ALL. nope i just layed there and stared at the ceiling. or went online and searched ebay for little things that i really dont need. (bought you something though)
i was cranky. (ask anybody)
i lost three sweatshirts and two shirts that i can think of. (will you please find them???)
i moped ALL day. (and ALL night)
i ripped my favorite pair of jeans. well i think there actually my only pair of jeans. (in fact im sorry im such a huge dirtbag)
i ran out of clean clothes. (happens everytime)
i gave up on wearing socks and underwear due to the previous statement. (once again im sorry that im such a huge dirtbag)
i wore your clothes. (your tsol shirt i wore one day. your social distortion shirt another. i wore your shortys sweatshirt and your sparkles sweatshirt, even though it is too small for me)
i slept on your pillow. well i didnt actually sleep, but i did lay on it at a time when most people would choose to sleep. (but its not as comfortable as mine)
i didnt do my laundry. (you werent there to motivate me or go with me at night when you know i get scared)
i didnt do my hair. (i ran out of hair products and you had taken yours with you)
i listened to nothing but ryan adams (never a good sign)
i forgot to eat (more times than i can remember)
i hit a possum while driving. (actually it shot out at me from under the car ahead of mine's tires. and was launched onto my hood. then rolled up my windsheild and over my roof. i heard it scream. i saw it twitch. my dad washed my car today and asked why there was blood on it. i wanted to cry)
i almost died. (lonliness really hurts sometimes)
CAN YOU JUST NEVER LEAVE AGAIN? PLEASE!