1. Yes, that's Oshie Bishar of Before My Eyes
2. That's how I feel right about now
WHY THE FUCK DOES EVERYBODY HAVE TO BE SO GOD DAMN
DRAMATIC!?!?!!?! NO MATTER WHO IM WITH OR WHERE I DO, DRAMA IS
THERE AND NOT A GOOD KIND. ITS ALWAYS SOMEONE GETS HURT AND
PEOPLE BITCH AND OTHER PEOPLE FEEL BAD BECAUSE THEY CAUSED IT AND I
JUST WANT EVERYBODY (except for aaron, and liz i guess) TO GO
FUCKTHEMSELVES. IM SICK OF YOU ALL GETTING ATTACHED TO SOMETHING
THATS NOT ACTUALLY THERE AND IM SICK OF ALL OF YOU BITCHING AT EACH
OTHER AND IM FUCKING SICK OF THE GUILT. GOD DAMNIT